From the time I can remember I have had a weight issue. I don't blame food, friends, family, society ECT. I blame myself.
Being over-weight has always been a hard issue to talk about for me, but I am a firm believer that the first step to recovery is admitting having a problem. So, that is what my blog is all about!
I have low self-esteem, and very low self-worth. Both of which have made me an easy person to walk all over. A lot of the time I am so nice so I can make up for my lack of self confidence, I try to make other people feel better about themselves because I haven't been able to do it for myself. Has this made me a stronger, more confident person? No, because people tend to walk all over me. See, I feel like I am disposable, like everyone else. People are all about #1 and even though people use me, I continue to be their friends because having friends and being with people helps me get over my image issues. But I'm done letting people push me around and use me. This is my journey to find me, find my voice, become a stronger person, and lose the weight that has made me feel so terrible. I know its more than losing weight, it is about changing my way of thinking.
Although I am still too ashamed of my weight to tell anyone how much I weigh right now, at the end of this whole thing I will post a before and after picture along with the weight I have lost.
Diet: Adkins Diet
Exercise plan: Gym & yourshape evolved for Kinect
Goal: 120 and fabulous
Time frame: 20 weeks
My Moto for the day : Its about ME loving me, No one else matters.
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